uploading some writing, just to get it all on here

arguments perforate our lives
the never ending battle for supreme control
stubborn wills beat against each other with relentless fury
from husband to wife,
father to son,
mother and child,
you behave as hinds with locked antlers
never willing to give in [is it really such a loss?]
without a struggle
such simple commands [empty the trash, please don’t yell]
why not simply obey?
act of love for another
see beyond yourself
why must you scream to be heard?
you are loved [why can’t you seem to see that?]
respect will never come through control
even now, struggling for that absolute control
your bedside becomes a psychological battlefield
our emotions are not your playthings
do not threaten us with death [as if you have the choice]
you were created for a time, and your time will end when GOD chooses.
HE WILL NOT BE CONTROLLED.
i have been freed
i can see the world as it really is [not the surreal portrait i accepted for so long]
your threats are nothing more than idle words to me now
i forgive you
the past is nothing more
the future will be more [if you’re willing to make it so]
life is slowly slipping by as you enter twilight
will you have tomorrow [i don’t know]
what will you do with this moment?
will you accept it, or reject the gift of today?
I have said my peice.
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I have reached my peace.
You know who i am [finally, after all these years]
what you do with that information now is up to you.
your life is in your court.